Rollercoaster of Love...
2002-04-08 - 9:07 a.m.
I'm on a rollercoaster. That's the only way to explain it. I'm screaming for the conductor to stop but he is ignoring my shrieks of discontent because he knows that they are really howls of enjoyment.
I'm trying to work with him. I'm trying to be amenable and consistent. I'm not getting that back.
I am not losing myself in this process. I'm willing to adjust but I am not willing to transform myself into who he wants me to be.
What did I get myself into?